What makes your heart sing?

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Do you know your heart's desire?

                                               
If you already know what type of things you desire, take time to write them down. (Yep, right now!) If you have everything you desire, what does the world look like to you? What does your employment feel like? How do you enjoy your time? What can your body do/feel? THINK BIG, like beyond your wildest dreams. Your true Hearts Desire can be found using Numerology. It is also known as the Soul’s Urge or Motivation number, it describes your soul's purpose for being here.

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Would you like to know how Numerology defines your Heart's Desire? First let me explain why  I am  asking.  As you may already know, my belief is that the more often we say "yes" to who we are and the present moment the more joy/magic/peace we will create.  I also believe that NOW, at this monumental time in history, with the power of the planets and the Age of Aquarius, knowing our heart's desire is very important.  
 

I believe very much in the law of attraction. You know ‘birds of a feather’ and such. If you want to create more love, peace and harmony, or even more thoughtful people, it needs to expand off you… which in turn attracts more to it. This is a potent time for such attraction as the eclipses energy will be with us for a least a month. Taking a few moments to cast your heart’s desire. Update: We will also have 6 planets go into retrograde from July to December. Which means we will have additional support releasing all that does not serve us to make room AND to do some deep healing if we need it.

To find your Heart’s Desire, add all the vowels in your full name. Refer to the conversion chart to get a number for each letter in your name. It is fun to see the different energy that is created when you do your birth name and a name change. For instance, my HD went from an 8 energy to an 11 energy with Gunberg as my last name. I didn’t know this at the time, but I am glad I made the name change because an 11 is, “Visionary who wants to be surrounded by like people” really is my Heart’s Desire.

Here is the conversion chart:

 Numerology Chart from "Say Yes to Who You Are to Create Fitness" by Tricia Gunberg

Numerology Chart from "Say Yes to Who You Are to Create Fitness" by Tricia Gunberg

After adding up all the vowels in your name look below for a brief description based on that number. For more information on your HD, my book “Say Yes to Who You Are to Create Fitness” has the word list for each number 1-9, starting on page 8 (Amazon eBook for only $3.99, click here). You can also book a reading with me. and get insight to all 23 numbers in your chart.

HEART'S DESIRE NUMEROLOGY

1 wants to be a leader and is ambitious

2 craves love and understanding, prefers to follow and partnerships

 Heart's Desire Numerology by Tricia Gunberg

Heart's Desire Numerology by Tricia Gunberg

3 loves an audience, many friends and to be surrounded by beauty

4 needs structure, order and rules, wants to work to help others

5 must have variety, personal freedom, and new opportunities

6 desires to create harmony and family, to right all wrongs

7 wants to dream and meditate, upset by noise, menial work, physical discomfort and confusion

8 big business, getting things done

9 requires knowledge, wants to teach, counsel and serve humanity

Doing what we love is so very important. Especially if we are feeling overwhelmed, frustrated or anxious. Love is like Jello, there is always room! May you be blessed with more of your Heart's Desire.

Now for a channeled message regarding your hearts desire:
 "It is true, now more than ever, is a potent time. Do you feel it is not acceptable to ask for your true hearts desire? Do you feel disappointed when you ask and do not receive? We have seen you struggle with this aspect. We see you asking, we see you searching, but we do not see you feeling. Feeling is the key. You must first get to the feeling. Does this require you to put yourself in a situation where you feel joy then replay it in your mind? Then that is what you must do. Will music take you to that place? Will a hot bath or a favorite meal? What activities do you enjoy? You MUST enjoy them then -it is here, in joy, that you will remember. It is here you will be able to repeat it and more will come to you." 

Love and Light,
Tricia

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Do you have a 3 in your Life Path? Are you Creatively Living Your Light?

#ThrowBackThursday. I dedicate this to a beautiful young 13/4 who I met recently. When I told her what my business was about she said,  "You are following your dreams, you are so brave, more people need to do that." Did I mention she is only 18! I stood there wishing I had her wisdom at age 18! No matter, I am here now and I still have something to offer her. Here is a bit on the important #3 energy. (Thank you Amelia for your encouragment!)

If you have a 3 in your life path, this is an important question for you to ponder. (Add all the digits of your birth date, if the double digit has a 3 or if they add to a 3, I am talking to you!)

We are here in human form, why do you think that is? Your hands can make things, your mind can create something that does not exists, this is not an accident. What do you want to make? What have you been burning to bring forth? Stop procrastinating and start telling yourself:

 

#1 I have everything I need

#2 I love to create

#3 I am creative

#4 My life allows and requires me to be creative.

Period. 
End of sentience, now get to it.

Love and Light,

Tricia

SYNCHRONICITY, Synchronicity, synchronicity, ......

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Confused about this months message, I went to look for more information on signs, symbols and basically synchronicity. I know synchronicity is at work in my life and I need reminders of my intuitive abilities at times. I turned to Mindful Living Spiritual Awakening podcast to get some perspective from Dr. Marijo Puelo. She calms me and makes me feel 'normal' or makes my weirdness acceptable. I love to quote her: "When you change on the inside, everything on the outside changes." 

You'll never guess the name of her show this week. Yep, synchronicity. I am halfway through the show feeling better and now going to mention her show in my post because she describes synchronicity so eloquently, other people need to hear it. Marijo mentions Doreen Virtue and another doctor. She has a third example of synchronicity. You're not going to believe this...... Her third example of synchronicity is a Numerology reading she had done by.........

..........go to the the podcast to find out who her 3rd example is

I glance down to rewind, tears in my eyes from the gratitude and the timing, I rewind and see the minute mark so I can tell others where to look....44:44, or just a bit after. Did I mention this happened today- 4/4 and she mentioned Doreen Virtue who uses 444?

Blowing synchronicity out of the water. Please listen to her show if you have intuitive abilities or your science mind is on the fence with all of it.

Love and Light,
Tricia
 

June and the Energy of the number six: love, perfection and luxury

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 Numerology of June, The Energy Garden

Numerology of June, The Energy Garden

What can the number 6 teach us this June?

 June, the 6th month reminds us about love.

The number 6 is about unconditional love specifically. If you are a 6 Life Path, unconditional love is your Super Power.

Think about that.

Unconditional love.

What does it mean to you?

Think about the statement, “There is nothing you can do to make me stop loving you.”

How would that feel if someone said that to you? Doesn't the word unconditional feel like there are no conditions in which the love will stop coming.

I like that idea.

It feels very uplifting to me, very freeing, very much like I can’t make a mistake.

 Another aspect of the number 6 is PERFECTION, which feels like the opposite of unconditional love.  All the digit of my first name add to a 6. (See charts below to see if you have a 6 somewhere.) On a good day, this means I am oozing with love for everyone and everything. On a ‘not so good’ day, my idea of perfection makes me so nuts I get on my own nerves and there is no love for anybody. It will stop me from posting a blog page or sharing something I created, or expressing my feelings. Often, I need to tell myself, “It’s good enough.” or “Everything is as it needs to be.” My husband has a saying, “It’s good enough for the girls I go with.” I like this because, who wants to be around someone that thinks nothing is good enough?

 Numerology of the number 6, The Energy Garden

Numerology of the number 6, The Energy Garden

Do you have an expectation of love or define some aspects of it as perfect? I often wonder about my drive to be perfect and think part of my motivation could be an erroneous belief.  I believe I need to be perfect in order to receive love. If I fail, or don’t get it right, I will disappoint people and they will not like me or love me.

Can you suspend your idea of love for a few moments? First, consider how others show you they love you. For example, moms and grandmas are notorious for showing their love with food. When you say ‘no thank-you’ to their offerings in order to honor yourself (you’re not hungry or you’d prefer to eat something else) this may come across as rejecting their love. PDA’s are another example. Some people are really offended when they see/receive affection in public. For other’s, nothing says “I love you” like getting fondled in front of strangers.

Does is mean that grandmas and 'perverts' show their love wrong?

It’s not for me, or you to decide, unless you are on the giving or receiving side of either of those scenarios and it's not working for you…….    

Secondly, do you show yourself love?  Separate your mind from your body or look at yourself as an observer.  What does love feel like to you? How do you like to experience love? How do you show yourself love? I ask this important question because of how often I am shown this in others while doing readings. People claim they love themselves, “Well of course I love myself”, as if I am asking them a silly question. When I suggest they spend time alone each day or take up a creative outlet they say, “I don’t have time for that.” In the same breath they will also sigh and say, “I wish.” I see this over and over.  As if self-sacrifice is going to get them to heaven and the drudgery they call life needs to be tolerated and not enjoyed.

Another thing about the number 6 is, it carries the energy of luxury. Do you put off doing something for yourself because you think it is a luxury? Either time or money can feel like a limiting factor. What is luxury to you? A massage? Pedicure? Golf?  A good book? A nap? Time alone?     

How much luxury do you allow? Do you seek it out? Do you provide it for yourself? And, if you’re not providing it for yourself in some way, how can you expect others or the Universe to know what you want and how you want it?

You can further investigate by doing a Body/Mind check:

According to Louise Hay and numerous intuitive readings I have done, the feet represent the understanding of ourselves, of life and others. The ankles represent inflexibility and guilt as well as the ability to receive pleasure. If you have issues with either of these body parts consider the message your body is sending you. 

Another body/mind connection from her book, Heal Your Body, relates heartburn to fear. Since all emotions are either love or fear, it seems obvious to me that heartburn is the heart actually burning for more love.

I often find my body/mind connections on the mat. As synchronicity would have it, I stopped half way through this post to go to yoga. The message at yoga: “Enjoy the process, do not be hung up on the goal.” I chuckled at this as I know this is a sticking point for me with my work (note my 6 energy of my name is about how I behave at work). The message wasn’t completely clear for me, I soon discovered.  Half way through class I was experiencing some knee pain. The teacher sensed something was wrong and asked me what was going on. I thought for a few minutes. “I think I am trying too hard.” I was completely aware in an instant that my mind was on getting my legs in the ‘correct’ position….being perfect!...I was not enjoying the yummy stretch nor appreciating my own improvements. I backed off on the next attempts and the pain disappeared.   

Love, unconditional or not is so much of our human existence. Are you getting enough of the kind you want? Are you allowing luxurious moments and enjoying the process of things? If not, no worries, you can make the change.

Here are some ideas from my book. This is health and wellness advice for Life Path 2 but, good for anyone with a 2 and all around good advice for everyone.

                This is page 35 of  Say Yes to Who You Are to Create Fitness,  Tricia Gunberg

               This is page 35 of Say Yes to Who You Are to Create Fitness, Tricia Gunberg

Here are some areas where the number 6 can be in your chart, using your DOB or your name.

Birthday – In this example the 6 is present in 3 digit Life Path

 Numerology for July, 4 1959 DOB The Energy Garden

Numerology for July, 4 1959 DOB The Energy Garden

 

In this example the 6 is the Life Path

               Numerology for DOB July 1, 1951 The Energy Garden

              Numerology for DOB July 1, 1951 The Energy Garden

For a full interpretation of your numerology, book a session with me. You can also get journaling prompts from my book, “Say Yes to Who You Are to Create Fitness” or order one of my journaling products.

Use this chart to calculate the numerology of your name.  Chose the correct number for each letter then add them.

T  R  I  C  I  A  is  2+9+9+3+9+1=33,  3+3=6

I use Numerology for Healing by Michael Brill to interpret the meaning of name numerology. I have included some here.

 Assigning numbers to letters to get the energy of any word.  The Energy Garden

Assigning numbers to letters to get the energy of any word.  The Energy Garden

(Italicizes text from Numerology for Healing by Michael Brill)

First name:
·         physical self
·         health
·         finances
·         professional relationships
·         how you behave at work
Consciously working with this energy can open the doorway to your soul’s purpose.
Middle Name:
·         emotional self
·         how you behave in relationships
·         what you seek in a partner
Last Name:
·         relationship with your birth or adopted family
·         lessons you learn from each other
·         a guide for your spiritual direction
Full Name:

Represents ‘the face the world sees’ and the type of work preferred.

For a full Numerology interpretation email (the energy garden at outlook dot com) to book a session with me. You can also get journaling prompts from my book, “Say Yes to Who You Are to Create Fitness” or order one of my journaling products.

Love and Light of the Unconditional kind,

Tricia

Section on name numerology from Numerology for Healing was reprinted with permission.

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Copy of Loving Yourself More; It is as easy as 1,2,3

#ThrowBackThursday...loving yourself more can never get old!

Loving yourself is as easy as 1 2 3....

Using Numerology to appreciate and love yourself

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You understand how important it is to love yourself, right? Those around you are a reflection of how you do that.

Take a moment and look at your life from this perspective.  Close your eyes right now and take a look.

 Are you getting all the love you want? Is your heart about to burst at the seems with all the love you are receiving? Or could you use a tad more?

As we get older we get better at loving and accepting ourselves. Part of this maturity comes from having children. They expand your heart in such a big way. Our children remind us we are all intrinsically good and easy to love.

What if you struggle to love yourself fully? That would be me. That is my struggle, still. It is a hard thing to admit. Most important though is realizing we could all love ourselves a bit more. Once we accept this we can move forward in doing so.

Often I see this resistance to self love and acceptance while giving readings. When I tell a client something true about themselves, they quickly dismiss what I am saying. This reaction reminds me of myself and I console myself with the hope they will accept the message at some point.

Recently I gave a reading to a 30/3, telling her she is social and her numbers indicated leadership. She laughed, “That is totally not me.” Later she admitted to being offered more responsibility at work and didn’t take it on out of fear. The reading I gave her changed her mind, not only that but after she took on more responsibility at work, she started a side hustle of running her own business. Beautiful!

Loving yourself fully is not easy. It requires you to be vulnerable. Most of all, it requires you to not give a shit about what people will say or think. They will get over it, and if they don’t, oh well. You have bigger fish to fry and can not let them hold you back.

Back in 2004, I had my first practice at doing what I needed to do to honor myself and not listen to others. I was still feeling a bit lost, even after graduating from college. A quote on my bulletin board nudged at me. The quote was about how moving forward meant you would be leaving others behind. The desire in me to move forward grew. It asked me to leave my home town and to end a relationship with a man I loved very much. Moving would upset some people, they were going to be angry, but I had to do it. In retrospect, I am so glad I listened to my inner voice.

So much can be gained when you get yourself into new, all be it, uncomfortable situations. Start small.

Here are a few suggestions based on your Numerology. First, use this formula to calculate your Health and Wellness Life Path.

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Chart also available in my book, Say YES to Who You Are to Create FItness
 


1

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Leadership and Weirdness

No matter where your 1 appears in your Health and Wellness Life Path you must find a place where you can be a leader, a place where you call all the shots. Focus on what makes you unique- this is hard to do, I know. Most often I ask my clients to consider what they think makes them weird- that is were you need to go, to your weirdness. 

2

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The fact that you are sensitive makes this really hard to tell you: Get over yourself. You are WAY to busy worrying about other people that you can’t see the forest through the trees. Your sensitivity is there for a reason, so you can tune into yourself, not others. Here is a new motto for you to live by:

                Help, if asked, but only if you love the task.

Resentment will eat you alive if you do not start doing things you enjoy. You help no one by ‘doing’ anything that makes you angry, resentful, tired or irritated.

 

3

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You 3’s can be kinda stubborn. This stubbornness is a helpful attribute when you have found creative outlets you enjoy doing and won’t give up. On the other hand, if your stubbornness insists on believing shit like; “I don’t have the money” or more famous, “I don’t have the time,” you’re in trouble. The creative expression that is the 3 needs to be expressed. If you have not experienced everyway and all ways to creatively express yourself, you might be one hot mess. You are full of creative energy that needs to be expressed. Find a way, now. A good place to start is by writing. Costs you nothing, you already have the tools. “Blah”, is what I call this exercise; set your timer for 5 minutes, write whatever comes to your mind. Even if it is, ‘nothing comes to my mind, this is stupid, I’m not a writer.’ Do this every day for a minimum of 2 weeks or follow the prompts in The Artists Way.  

 

Please explore some ways to love on yourself, even if you are convinced you do a good job. You’ll be helping the Universe by sending out that loving energy.

If you enjoy these posts send some love my way by; sharing, commenting, inviting others, donating at triciasenergygarden.com or purchasing my products.

 Say YES to who you are to create more love!

Say YES to who you are to create more love!

Love and Light,
Tricia

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Dan Millman Goes Hurling Across My Bedroom...#ThrowBackThursday

#Throw Back Thursday

Do you recognize your life path? Do you know your truth? Or are you like Goldilocks…
…..your waistline too big?
…..your love life too cold?
…..your job too hard?
Or perhaps you’re one of the three bears and some stranger has been eating your porridge, sitting in your chair and sleeping in your bed.

You are not alone.

In 2011 I was suffering from stress related health issues. I was directed to Phuong Nguyen, a Kinesiologist in Durango, CO. We had a wonderful session in which I balled my eyes out and got some well needed focus. She referred me to Dan Millman’s book The Life You Were Born To Live.  I headed directly to the book store from the appointment. It spoke to me at the start; “A guide to finding your life purpose”. Yes, I need a guide, desperately. I love a good self-help book and for only twenty five dollars I could easily afford it.

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I rushed home and eagerly read the first eight pages, skipping to page 123 once I determined my “birth number”. Filled with enthusiasm I began to read, “here to work through issues of creativity while learning to trust the wise and beautiful spirit in themselves and others.”  Yes! I am creative. Yes! I do need to learn to trust. Yes! I want to be a wise and beautiful spirit. Wow, this Millman guy really knows what he is talking about. I continue reading, “…most seek knowledge outside of themselves rather than trust their intuitive depths.” I am a seeker of knowledge, but intuitive? No. I read on “..deep down, are wise and healing spirits; they can express themselves like angels in human form once they align themselves with the higher energy and will that manifest within them.”
What a bunch of crap!
Me, intuitive? No!
Me, a healer? Most definitely not!

I hurl the book (the force was great, I’m a softball player not an angel) across my bedroom. I would have returned it to the book store except I damaged the cover when it hit the door frame.

This information broke my heart. I wanted to trust that book. I needed so badly to find my life’s purpose. Not knowing was making me sick. The book was going to bring great epiphanies for me. Trumpets were going to sound. Passion was going to flow. An ease in knowing who I am was going to wash over me.

And mostly....mostly…everything was going to be just right.

The book sat quietly collecting dust and cat hair. I couldn’t let $25 go to waste so I investigated friends and families birth numbers. The readings clicked with everything I knew about them.

In the ancient Scottish tale the three bears devour the trespasser. Over time, small variations are made to the story and it becomes a popular children’s story. Largely in part to the change in the ending where Goldilocks jumps out the window and her outcome is left to our imagination.

Your outcome, my outcome, is left solely to our imagination. Armed with that knowledge and a little self-examination we can become so much more. Those words from Dan Millman still seem miles away. Yet, I know they are true. They are my truth:

“here to work through issues of creativity while learning to trust the wise and beautiful spirit in themselves and others.” 

Please follow me here as I learn to trust and become the healer I am meant to be.

Love and Light,
Tricia

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