A Gift from Yourself

I awoke recently with a very pleasant feeling. The feeling was almost overwhelming. It was similar to falling in love. Bliss, maybe? Before I opened my eyes, I search my brain for what could have stirred up such an emotion. A wonderful dream.

I play it over in my brain, putting it in order. Three men stared in my dream. One is an old classmate, Curt. The second man I do not know, he appeared only one time standing between the other two men. The last is a very tall blond, we have just started dating. He was the one who sent me into bliss.

I am in a dimly lit tunnel. Everyone around me is rushing. I feel the
need to get somewhere too.  A familiar face comes into view,
it is my friend Curt. He is here to help me.  But no!
He violently slams me to the ground.

Everyone is gone and I cannot get to where I need to go.
I am sad, broken and naked. Aware of my nakedness,
I search for clothing but cannot lift my arms to put it on. The              
 tall blond man appears, he helps me to my feet. While standing
naked in front of him, he dresses me. There is a smile on his face.  

I am in a clothing store, three men appear at the front. I notice it is Curt,
another man and the blond I had been dating. Memories of the incident
             fill my head. I want to avoid Curt but I want to avoid the blond man more.              
  He has seen me sad, broken, and naked. I feel embarrassment and shame     
rush in when I recalled the smile on his face.

I sneak around toward the exit, I am almost there when someone
grabs my arm. It is the blond man. He is smiling that smile again.
It feels different this time. “You are smiling that smile, what does it mean?
Why do you smile at me like that?” He says; “I have seen all of you,
your pain, your hurt, your broken bones, I have seen all of you and

 I love you.”


The dream ends with him about to kiss me. The men represent my past, present and future. Curt represents my past self, the one that slammed me down to the ground when I needed to do something important. The man I don’t know, is my current self. The blond man is my future self. He represents the bliss I can feel if I allow myself to be vulnerable.

I found many meanings in this dream but the main message is clear: your future holds bliss if you can allow yourself to be vulnerable. What a gift I have been given with this message.


Give yourself a gift and listen to your dreams both in wake and sleep.


All my love and light,